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Part One: Eight Weeks | Chapter 2

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Welcome to Year of the Firefly: The Free Serialization. Hereโ€™s Chapter 2. ๐Ÿ“– New chapters are released every Monday and Thursday. Whether youโ€™re a long-time reader or discovering my work for the first time, you can read the entire novel on Substack for free. Visit the page anytime to catch up on chapters you may have missed. ๐Ÿ“š Prefer holding a real book in your hands? Skip the weekly wait and grab the complete paperback edition right now on Amazon or other online retailers. Ebook is available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited. ๐Ÿ“ New to my writing? Explore all eight of my published books on my website, malcolmivey.com. ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you for reading, and as always, reviews and are highly appreciated! Wishing you momentum. โ€”IV

๐Ÿ‘‰Miss Chapter 1? Read it here: Part One: Eight Weeks | Chapter 1

๐Ÿ‘‰Read about the genesis of Miranda McGuire here: To My Incarcerated Sisters

๐Ÿ‘‰Get an introduction to Year of the Firefly here: Introduction to Book One of the Miranda Rights series


For a car manufactured at the turn of the century and on the wrong side of 200,000 miles, the Avalon was in prisยญtine condition. โ€œCanโ€™t beat these Japanese cars and their timing chains,โ€ said her dad when he handed over the keys for her sixteenth birthday. โ€œDamn things run forever.โ€ And he was right. He usually was when it came to cars. Almost three years later the old Toyota was still gliding along.

She hit unlock on the key fob and settled behind the wheel, pouting as Nick swaggered around to the passenยญger side. โ€œWhatโ€™s up, bae?โ€ He folded his long body into the leather bucket seat and slammed the door. โ€œYou feeling some type of way?โ€

For all of her gushing about his street slang, a few of the more nonsensical phrases grated on her; feeling some type of way, for example. Typical vague noncommittal male statement. What type of way?

She started the car and backed slowly down the steep driveway. โ€œIf by some type of way you mean livid, then, yes. I am. Iโ€™m feeling some type of way about your comยญplete lack of chivalry.โ€

Impossibly long lashes blinked in her periphery. โ€œWhat are you talking about?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m talking about you not objecting when Captain Hook in there insulted me.โ€

โ€œGucci?โ€ He frowned. โ€œHow did he insult you?โ€

โ€œUm, he called me your bitch for starters.โ€

Perplexity. โ€œWait . . . youโ€™re not?โ€

She shot him a withering look. โ€œIโ€™m nobodyโ€™s bitch. Thatโ€™s an offensive, derogatory, misogynistic word.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t think he meant it like that, bae.โ€

โ€œNo?โ€ she smirked, โ€œAnd what about when he called me a troll? Was that intended to be a compliment? Iโ€™ve never been so humiliated in my life.โ€

A stray dog loped across her rearview. She braked to let it pass before pulling out onto Sixth Avenue. When she shifted from reverse to drive, she noticed that Nick was grinning. โ€œItโ€™s not funny asshole.โ€

Laughter spilled through his smile. โ€œYouโ€™re trippinโ€™ bae. Not troll as in some ugly monster. Troll as in patrol . . . as in police. Feel me?โ€

The dog looked up from the sidewalk as they passed. Defeated bloodshot eyes touched hers. She stopped the car.

โ€œMiranda? What the . . .? Weโ€™re ridinโ€™ dirty. You canโ€™t just stop in the middle of the street.โ€

She fumbled through her purse and found a trail mix bar, her go-to snack between classes. โ€œThis will just take a sec.โ€

The musclebound money counter stepped out on Gucciโ€™s front porch and glared a question at them. What the fuck? Nick responded by raising his index finger. One moment please.

Miranda unwrapped the breakfast bar, broke it into pieces and opened the door. The dog bounded over to her outstretched hand and devoured the food, licking her palm clean as she scratched its dirty head. โ€œThatโ€™s a good boy.โ€

โ€œBae? Can we flex already? This neighborhood is crawlinโ€™ with troll and Iโ€™ve got a zip of Boi and my fire on me.โ€

โ€œOkay, okay.โ€ The dog clearly wanted to come home with her. She gently pushed it away and pulled the door shut. For a moment it trotted along next to the car, but by the time she reached the light at Cervantes it was barely a speck in her mirror.

She reached for the stereo. NPRโ€™s Acoustic Interlude came jangling through the speakers. Gillian Welch was singing โ€œThe Way It Goesโ€ over Appalachian strings. She adjusted the volume.

He grabbed her hand. โ€œLook at me.โ€ Deep, soulful, almond-shaped eyes narrowed with intensity. โ€œI wouldnโ€™t let nobody disrespect you. If anything, Iโ€™d go to war about you.โ€

His grip morphed into a caress. She melted beneath his touch. The light turned green. โ€œWhich way?โ€

He released her hand and flipped down the sun visor, removing a rolled blunt. โ€œTo your crib? You know the way. Bust a left.โ€

She hesitated before tapping the blinker. โ€œI thought you said you were getting some pills.โ€ Her voice was weak with need. She hated the sound of it.

After an anti-Trump rally turned violent outside the Civic Center, she tripped over a rain-slicked curb on Gregory Street while running to her car, skinning her knees and injuring her back. Dr. Metzer prescribed Percocet for the pain. By the time her prescription ran out, the pain had subsided, but a new ache bloomed within her. She had fallen in love with the muted warmth of opiates. After a second script was quickly gobbled up, she was on her own, forced to overpay and scrounge and trade her Adderall for Lortab. Until Cassy Myers, her lab partner in Anatomy and Physiology, introduced her to Nick at a frat party a month earlier.

He pushed in the cigarette lighter and shook his head. โ€œIt donโ€™t make sense to pay a dollar a milligram for pills when Iโ€™ve got some of the most fire dope in the city right here in my pocket. You heard Gucci say how pure it is.โ€

โ€œActually, he said it was purr.โ€

โ€œThis shitโ€™ll make you purr.โ€ He reached across the console and squeezed her thigh. โ€œJust like a little kitten. Want me to fix you up a bump?โ€

She shook her head. It wasnโ€™t that she was snobby and only wanted pharmaceutical grade opiates. She just didnโ€™t want to cross that line. It was bad enough that she had graduated from popping pills to snorting them. But heroin was a Pandoraโ€™s box with an escalator inside leadยญing straight down to the bathroom floor with a needle in her arm. No way. She had a GPA to maintain, novels to write, dreams to chase.

He puffed the blunt to life. The familiar aroma of Girl Scout cookies filled her car. Such a strange name for deยญsigner weed, she thought, Girl Scout cookies. She was a Brownie and a Scout all through elementary school, had probably moved more crates of cookies than Gucci had dope, but she had never run across any that smelled like Nickโ€™s stash.

There was a certain sensuality in the way he smoked, a level of intimacy and attention to detail that reminded her of his lovemaking. He took a deep pull followed by small sips, frequently turning the blunt sideways to inspect it, licking his finger and dabbing out runs as seยญducยญtive tendrils of smoke drifted from his mouth up into his nose, inhaling and exhaling almost simultaneously.

He extended it toward her with one hand while reaching for his phone with the other.

She was never a big fan of weed. It made her too self-conscious. Her inner narrator was chatty enough as it was. No need to pump up the volume. But lately she found herself doing all kinds of things she didnโ€™t normally do.

She accepted the blunt and took a tentative drag. It was moist from his lips. She wasnโ€™t sure about any Girl Scout cookies, but she could definitely taste him. On the radio, Gillian Welch faded into a digital hiss of dead air. For a moment, the only sounds were the road noise and Nick tapping away on his phone. Then a swarm of banยญjoes burst forth through the speakers, jolting her upright. A yodeler began to yodel.

Nick stopped texting and looked up. โ€œWhat the fuck are we listening to?โ€ He jabbed an insistent finger at each radio preset until he found the rap station. An autotuned emcee was crooning about kidnapping someoneโ€™s bitch if they played with his money. He began to bob his head hypnotically and settled back into his seat. She passed him the blunt.

The familiar businesses and street signs that lined Cervantes flew by in a fluorescent blur. She was stoned by Twelfth Avenue. As they neared Seventeenth, she eased into the turning lane. Maybe she would try a little bump of heroin when they got home. Just a taste.

โ€œDonโ€™t turn on your street,โ€ said Nick. โ€œKeep straight.โ€

She glanced over at him. He was texting again.

โ€œIโ€™ma get you some pills, bae.โ€

Her heart rate accelerated with the Avalon. The thrill of hope alone was intoxicating. She cut off a pickup as she swerved back into the middle lane. Brakes shrieked. She winced and sucked air through her teeth. โ€œSorry,โ€ she mouthed into the rearview, but the truck was already surging along the right side of her car.

Through the passenger door mirror, she could see a rebel flag license plate bolted to the chrome front bumper. Muddy axles and Super Swamper tires quickly pulled even. Snarling faces, purple with rage, shook fists and shot middle fingers. She could hear them through the glass despite the rap music pumping through her speakers. โ€œPull over you stupid bitch!โ€

Still bobbing his head, Nick looked up from his phone, took another hit from the blunt and passed it to her. โ€œHold this.โ€ Then he reached down the front of his jeans and produced a pistol. He didnโ€™t wave it or even aim it at them. He just set it in his lap and clicked off the safety. With a barely perceptible raise of his dimpled chin, he asked a question, simple yet deadly. Whatโ€™s up?

The truck roared off, belching exhaust as its taillights vanished over the Bayou Texar bridge. Nick stared after it, his jaw tensing and relaxing. The gun lay heavy in his lap. Though her eyes were locked on the road ahead, she could still sense it, a dark and ominous shape, seething on the perimeter of her vision. She ventured a quick glance. There it was. She absently raised the blunt to her lips for another hit.

Nick lowered the volume on the radio. โ€œEverything good, bae?โ€

โ€œBetter than good.โ€ She exhaled a torrent of smoke, her voice an octave higher than normal. โ€œEverythingโ€™s Gucci.โ€

He smiled and retrieved the blunt from her trembling fingers. โ€œThereโ€™s some apartments coming up on the right. Village on the Bluffs. Take the second entrance.โ€

Cervantes bent into Scenic Highway. Glimpses of Escambia Bay flickered through the oaks and pines. The sun was still high enough to sprinkle diamonds over the water. It occurred to her that Florida was shaped like an inverted pistol.

Her phone chirped. Dad was texting. She glanced at the message as she pulled into the apartment complex. Biloxi? She rolled her eyes. Her last trip to the casinos with her father cost her every dime in her purse and almost a thousand in student loans. No thanks. A speed bump rose from the asphalt unannounced. Tired shocks creaked and groaned in the immediate aftermath. The gun bounced from Nickโ€™s lap and tumbled to the floorboard.

โ€œWhat the heck?โ€ She objected, increasingly more stoned as her adrenaline ebbed. โ€œI thought they had to paint those yellow. Itโ€™s like a law or something.โ€

He reached between his Jordans for the pistol. โ€œPull up on that curb by the dumpster.โ€

She scrunched her nose and surveyed the parking lot. There was an open space between a Yukon and an Alero. โ€œHow about over there?โ€

He was tapping on his phone again. โ€œYeah. Good. Whatever.โ€

She pulled in, shut off the car and began checking her makeup in the mirror.

โ€œYou canโ€™t go in with me this time, bae.โ€

โ€œOh,โ€ she frowned. โ€œOkay.โ€

He stuck the phone in his pocket. โ€œMistyโ€™s got a script for Roxy 30s. But she wonโ€™t even open the door if Iโ€™ve got somebody with me. Her son weighs 500 pounds. Rarely ever gets out of bed. Her apartmentโ€™s a mess . . .โ€

โ€œSay no more,โ€ said Miranda. You had me at Roxy 30s.

โ€œThereโ€™s a cop that lives across from her. Fucks with me every time he sees me. Frisks me, threatens me with jail. Petty shit.โ€ He thumbed the gun back on safety and held it out, handle first. โ€œHold this down for me. Just in case heโ€™s snooping round.โ€

She hesitated. โ€œBut . . . what if he follows you back here? What if he searches my car?โ€

โ€œHe wonโ€™t. Heโ€™s probably on duty anyway. I just canโ€™t get caught slippinโ€™. With my record, Iโ€™d never see daylight again.โ€

The internal floodwaters of anxiety were already up to her throat. She regretted smoking the weed. Her inner narrator wasnโ€™t helping. A gun!?! Donโ€™t you dare Miranda. What kind of a hypocrite are you? I cannot believe you are even considering it. How many anti-gun rallies have you attended? Didnโ€™t you just post a Gabby Giffords quote on Facebook last month? What would she think about this? What would Nancy Pelosi think about this? WHAT WOULD MICHELLE OBAMA THINK ABOUT THIS?

Why did her inner narrator sound so much like her mother? She wished she had a Xanax.

โ€œIโ€™m just doing this shit for you, bae. You know how I feel about pills. Want me to hit her up right now and let her know I ainโ€™t coming? She wonโ€™t stress it. Hard as it is to get pills these days, theyโ€™ll be gone in an hour.โ€

โ€œNo!โ€ She grabbed the gun and looked for a place to put it, finally settling on her purse. โ€œJust . . . just please hurry up.โ€

โ€œYou sure?โ€ he said. โ€œIโ€™m supposed to be getting some lean soon. Maybe tonight. If you can hold out.โ€

Lean. Sizurp. Codeine promethazine. Medicated cough syrup. Favored beverage of rap stars and drug dealers. Nick mixed his with Sprite. She had guzzled her share over the last month. It definitely took the edge off. But compared to snorting Roxys, it was baby aspirin.

She shook her head. โ€œItโ€™s fine. Really. I was just having a moment. You know I get weird when I smoke.โ€

โ€œJust chill bae. You with me now. I got you.โ€ He reached for the door handle, paused and pulled the Ziploc of heroin from his jeans. โ€œDamn. Slippinโ€™. Almost forgot this.โ€

He dropped it in her purse himself.

Part One: Eight Weeks | Chapter 1

Banner image in the theme of the book "Year of the Firefly," showing the silhouette of a woman and fireflies glowing in the dark.

Welcome to Year of the Firefly: The Free Serialization. As promised, hereโ€™s Chapter 1. ๐Ÿ“– New chapters are released every Monday and Thursday. Whether youโ€™re a long-time reader or discovering my work for the first time, you can read the entire novel on Substack for free. Visit the page anytime to catch up on chapters you may have missed. ๐Ÿ“š Prefer holding a real book in your hands? Skip the weekly wait and grab the complete paperback edition right now on Amazon or other online retailers. Ebook is available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited. ๐Ÿ“ New to my writing? Explore all eight of my published books on my website, malcolmivey.com. ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you for reading, and as always, reviews and are highly appreciated! Wishing you momentum. โ€”IV

๐Ÿ‘‰Read about the genesis of Miranda McGuire here: To My Incarcerated Sisters

๐Ÿ‘‰Get an introduction to Year of the Firefly here: Introduction to Book One of the Miranda Rights series


โ€œAll of Godโ€™s children are not beautiful. Most of Godโ€™s children are, in fact, barely presentable . . .โ€ โ€”FRAN LEIBOWITZ

Miranda had never seen a Gucci eye patch before. Funny how that was the focal point of her attention. The patch. Not the ginormous pile of cash on the table. Not the musclebound tattooed man who was counting it. Not the naked woman snuggling with the pitbull on the leather sofa. Not the oblivious little boy tapping furiously on the Xbox controller. All these storylines were riveting, but it was the designer patch that the monocle of her conยญsciousness was fixed upon. She wondered if it was a fashion accessory or a medical device or both. The aspiring author and English Lit major in her needed to know.

Still tingly and warm from the blunt on the ride across the bridge, she followed with hooded eyes as its wearer rummaged through kitchen cabinets in search of a scale. He caught her staring and paused. The sculptured musยญtache and goatee that framed his mouth pulled back into a diamond- and platinum-encrusted scowl. โ€œYo Nick, you sure this bitch ainโ€™t troll?โ€

Uncertain which was more offensive, being called a bitch or a troll, she felt her face redden with indignation as she sputtered to assemble a lethal riposte . . . something Katherine from Taming of the Shrew might serve up in her icy Shakespearean tone. Nice eyepatch . . . are you wearing matching Gucci panties?

Two things stopped her: the small arsenal of urban warfare weapons stacked on the coffee table and Nickโ€™s firm hand on the small of her back.

โ€œIโ€™m positive,โ€ he said, in that deep, confident voice that made her forget her outrage, forget she was standing in a trap house, forget the world, forget herself.

โ€œWell she looks like troll.โ€ Eyepatch found his scale and set it on the counter. โ€œLike one of them redheaded CSI bitches. I donโ€™t trust no redheads . . .โ€

Nick removed his hand from her back and ran his fingers through his dark unruly hair. His palm left an impression, hot against her skin. A thermonuclear handยญprint. โ€œCome on, Gucci,โ€ he said. โ€œYou know I donโ€™t fuck with twelve.โ€

Miranda stifled a giggle. His name was Gucci? Was Gucci, the company, like, secretly sponsoring drug dealers or something? She thought of her sociology professor, Dr. Bonilla, and his fiery disquisitions on consumer culture and materialism. He would choke on his own mustache if he ever crossed paths with this walking designer brand billboard.

โ€œShe ainโ€™t gotta be twelve,โ€ said Gucci. โ€œShe could be an informant. How do you know she ainโ€™t wearing a wire?โ€

Nick glanced down at her. His eyes were dark chocoยญlate caged in black lashes. A secret smile played at the corners of his mouth. โ€œBecause I watched her get dressed.โ€

His words seemed to hang in the air. She blushed, suddenly as exposed as the naked woman snoring on the couch. Gucci appraised her from over his scale. Fitting, because she felt like she was being weighed. His one eye moved up and down her body. Apparently the MeToo movement had not yet reached the criminal underworld. She wished Nick would put his arm around her.

โ€œDonโ€™t bring nobody else over here,โ€ Gucci muttered as he pulled apart the Ziploc and began heaping Boi onto the didgies with a silver spoon.

Boi and didgies.

The arrival of Nick Archiletta on the timeline of her life had brought a strange new lexicon of colloquialisms and street slang. Words that did not appear in the pages of her beloved Random House College Dictionary or even the online Urban Dictionary. Sometimes it was as if he was speaking an entirely different language.

Miranda loved words. She grew up doing New York Times crossword puzzles with her dad and was a self-proclaimed etymologist by the time she reached middle school. Her plan was to write a novel after the fall seยญmester and midterms, maybe a gritty romance she could self-pub and market herself. The bad boy patois of Nickโ€™s urban ecosystem would make for snappy, realistic diaยญlogue. This was perhaps the sexiest thing about him. True, he was lean and handsome with just the right numยญber of tattoos. True, the danger was thrilling, the passion was electric, the money was fast, and the drugs were convenยญient. But take all that away and his vernacular alone was worth the price of admission. Especially to a word-nerd like herself.

The dope was the color of Gulf of Mexico sand, a growing anthill atop the matte black digital scale. Gucci added a little, then more, then grunted, shook his head, and sliced off the tip of the mountain, transforming it into a mesa. Satisfied, he spun the scale.

Miranda read the display. 28.7.

โ€œCan I put some cut on it?โ€ said Nick.

โ€œYou better.โ€ Gucci shook a Newport from his pack and fired it up. His teeth dazzled beyond the flame. โ€œYou know how we rock, bruh. This is that good Frank White shit. Pure as your bitch.โ€

She winced. He pronounced pure like purr. Calling her rude names was one thing. But lazy mispronunciations she could not tolerate. They circumvented her filter, triggering a response that was almost reflexive.

โ€œI believe the word youโ€™re looking for is pure. P-U-Rโ€‘E. All you do is take the possessive your and stick a P in front of it. Pyour . . . Pure.โ€ She enunciated with the exaggerยญated patience of a kindergarten teacher. โ€œYou try it.โ€

He stared at her for a solid ten seconds. He even pursed his lips. Then he looked at Nick. โ€œWhat is this crazy-ass bitch jaw-jackinโ€™ about?โ€

Nick shrugged. โ€œShe takes off like that sometimes. I think itโ€™s a college thing . . . here.โ€ He reached in his jeans pocket, grabbed a roll of bills and tossed them across the kitchen.

Gucci caught the money, removed the rubber band and began to count.

โ€œEverything good?โ€ said Nick, when he reached the last hundred.

โ€œBetter than good.โ€ The one-eyed dope dealer looked up and smiled for the first time that day. โ€œEverythingโ€™s Gucci.โ€

Introduction to Book One of the Miranda Rights series

Year of the Firefly: The Free Serialization begins with Chapter 1 tomorrow and new chapters being released every Monday and Thursday. Whether youโ€™re a long-time reader or discovering my work for the first time, you can read the entire novel on Substack for free. Visit the dedicated Year of the Firefly page on Substack to learn more about the novel and author, or to become a new subscriber and have chapters sent directly to your email inbox each week. If you missed yesterdayโ€™s essay from the author about the genesis of the main character, Miranda McGuire, you can read it here: To My Incarcerated Sisters: The Genesis of Miranda McGuire.


Book cover for 'Year of the Firefly' by Malcolm Ivey, featuring a blue and yellow design with illustrations of fireflies and the text 'A Miranda McGuire Novel'.

Year of the Firefly: A Miranda McGuire Novel

Awarded Honorable Mention in the 33rd annual Writerโ€™s Digest Self-Published Book Awards, Mainstream/Literary Fiction category (2025).

Year of the Firefly is Book One of the Miranda Rights trilogy. Will 2020 cost Miranda everything she loves? Can she find a way home before the end of the decade? Follow her journey through the nationโ€™s largest female prison complex in Book Two, The Weight of Entanglement, and Book Three, The Law of Momentum.

Image of the three book covers from the Miranda Rights trilogy.

Meet Miranda McGuire. English Lit major, aspiring novelist, and snowflake activist. To say that she was raised by her bipolar father would be inaccurate. If there was a caretaker in the McGuire household after her mother bolted for the West Coast, that title would most certainly belong to Miranda.

A classic overachiever, fluent in everything from prose to politics to particle physics, she is wise beyond her eighteen years.

But a dark secret crouches in the shadow of her stellar grade point averageโ€”opioid addiction, the backwash of a pain med prescription turned toxic. As her life unravels, her ravenous hunger for pills only grows. A hunger that will compromise her morals, test her humanity, and cost her everything she loves.

Set in the Deep South during the single most dangerous year in modern American history, this novelโ€”the first in the Miranda Rights seriesโ€”chronicles a young womanโ€™s journey through the broken criminal justice system and follows her as she attempts to weather the storm that is 2020โ€ฆ

Year of the virus. Year of the protest. Year of the Firefly.

REVIEWS

โœจJudgeโ€™s review, 2021 Writerโ€™s Digest Self-Published Book Awards:

โ€œYEAR OF THE FIREFLY is a tremendous novel. From the opioid addiction that spurs the plot… to the texture of the criminal justice system that establishes such an unforgiving setting, this novel is firing on all cylinders. Miranda is a captivating main character, and her quirky nature makes her both intriguing AND unfamiliar. Sheโ€™s somewhat easy to relate to, while still presenting something new to watch that I havenโ€™t seen before. At the center of it all, of course, is Iveyโ€™s great prose that reads smoothly and works like a foundation for the other aspects of the novel to succeed.โ€

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Ivey does it again! This book is an emotional ride from beginning to end! The characters have depth and conviction. I canโ€™t wait till the next installment! โ€”D.

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BEST BOOK I HAVE EVER READ IN MY 37 years on this earth. Someone sent this book and the second book in the Miranda McGuire series to my 20-year-old daughter who is currently at Lowell Correctional Institution doing twenty years. They sent them to her anonymously and so I bought them on kindle to read at the same time she is reading her physical copies. We both love the books, wish we knew who sent them so we could thank them because these are the absolute best books Iโ€™ve read in my lifetime and itโ€™s hard to believe they are in the fiction genre because they seem more like a memoir or autobiography!!!!! Kudos to the author. โ€”I.T.

To My Incarcerated Sisters: The Genesis of Miranda McGuire

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After writing Sticks & Stones in 2017, my fourth stand-alone novel, I decided it was time for a breather. I had spent the previous seven years on my bunk, nose in my journals, pen whistling across the page, mostly oblivious to the misery and violence of the world that surrounded me. I was too busy talking to my imaginary friends, lost in the alternate realities they inhabited, jotting down plot points and pieces of dialogue. And even when I wasnโ€™t hammering away on a project, I was busy writing a letter to some politician or director or literary agent. Writing. This is how I dealt with the reality of a 20-year mandatory bid. Not a bad way to handle the monotony of prison life. However, after burning through hundreds of ink pens and countless reams of notebook paper that spanned the length of four self-published novels, and with very little return on energy to show for the work, I figured I was overdue for a vacay. It was time to chill.

But as most authorsโ€”and songwriters and artists and designersโ€”will testify, vacations are never really vacations. I believe this is because we are haunted subconsciously by the reality that there is only a finite amount of time to get our stories and characters on the page, to produce our magnum opuses, to do our workโ€ฆ The beckoning hands of that relentless invisible clock ticking away in the background inevitably lure us back to our workstations. Sometimes it takes a minute. Sometimes we resist. Sometimes we drown out the small voice with drugs and alcohol or other frivolous distractions. But as soon as we begin creating again, a strange thing happens; consumed with our mission, a sense of contentment begins to settle over us. In fact, we are much happier at work than we were when we were wandering around in our slippers claiming to be on vacation. At least thatโ€™s how it works for me.

This is where I was when I began writing the Miranda Rights trilogy in 2019. I had been adrift for two years, questioning my previous work, not producing anything, miserable but clueless as to why. I was on the back third of my sentence. My release date was only seven years away. Mom was alive and healthy. A certain redhead had recently floated into my orbit. I had plenty to be grateful for. But there was this unshakeable disquietude riding shotgun with me everywhere I went. And I could not figure out what was upโ€ฆ until I began writing again. Then I was like, โ€œOh yeah, thatโ€™s right.โ€

Year of the Firefly, the first book in the series, was intended to be a stand-alone novel about a liberal female college student with an opioid habit who finds herself in a north Florida jail facing some heavy charges. I envisioned her having to learn her way around the law library and eventually winning her freedom against all odds in the tradition of David and Goliath and other underdog stories. Then she began whispering her secrets to me as characters will often do. The first major bombshell was that she was prego. Gulp. As a lifelong prisoner writing from my bunk, with no children of my own, I was completely unprepared for that. Then she told me that she had a genius-level IQ and an eidetic memory. I donโ€™t know which was more difficult, imagining myself into the sore boobs, swollen belly, and surging hormones of a pregnant 20-year-old, or writing from the mindset of a prodigy with a photographic memory. Neither were what I signed on for when I began the journey. But getting to know Miranda and all her incarcerated allies and enemies over the five years it took to write this trilogy is one of the great privileges of my life.

When this adventure began, I had seven years left on a 20-year mandatory sentence for armed robbery. I was working in the prison infirmary and had to change jobs so I could study post-conviction law. Covid had not yet hit, Trumpโ€™s first term was drawing to a close, and I was beginning to lose hope as a writer. My books were not finding an audience on the other side of the razor wire. But I still considered it my job to shine a light. I had already written four novels examining the male prisoner experience and over the course of that period, I kept receiving emails and letters from recently released female prisoners from Lowell and Gadsden, all basically saying the same thing: โ€œDude, you wrote my life.โ€ Massive compliment, by the way. Those letters and emails got me thinking it was time to write a story examining the female prisonerโ€™s journey. The Miranda Rights trilogy is the product of that.

The following is an excerpt from the acknowledgements page:

To my incarcerated sisters, I wasnโ€™t bullshitting in the dedicationโ€”I wrote this for you. (If the last four are any indication, youโ€™re the only ones whoโ€™ll be reading it anyway.) Cancel culture will say that I have no right to tell this storyโ€ฆ your story. Theyโ€™ll say that straight white males should stick to straight white male subject matter. But my race is prisoner. My gender is prisoner. So, too, is my tax bracket, my religion, and my political affiliation. My mission from the gate has been to humanize us. To show that we are more than mugshots and rap sheets. Though society may say otherwise, we are not defined by the worst instances in our lives. I hope you see yourselves in Miranda, the way that I see myself in you.


Year of the Firefly: The Free Serialization kicks off with an introduction tomorrow and Chapter 1 on Monday. ๐Ÿ“– New chapters are released every Monday and Thursday. Whether youโ€™re a long-time reader or discovering my work for the first time, you can read the entire novel on Substack for free. Visit the page anytime to catch up on chapters you may have missed. ๐Ÿ“š Prefer holding a real book in your hands? Skip the weekly wait and grab the complete paperback edition right now on Amazon or other online retailers. Ebook is available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited. ๐Ÿ‘‰ New to my writing? Explore all eight of my published books on my website, malcolmivey.com.

Featured ‘Why We Write’ Essay

The Black List runs an ongoing series called “Why We Write” in its Substack publication, Establishing Shot. There, writers share what made them writers and what keeps them writing. This week they published an essay I wrote about my own beginnings as a novelist and the process that has been with me through 15 years of writing.

Writers Write

Stack of binders of handwritten manuscripts.

Greetings, my friends. Long time, no essay. I have been uploading lots of videos but that doesnโ€™t count. Not for us self-proclaimed scribes and practitioners of the time-honored craft of the written word. Writers write. No way around it. And if Iโ€™m not writing, then how long can I continue to call myself a writer?

For me, writing is life or death. The difference between freedom and a prison cell, clarity and chaos, the blue-sky future and the hellscape of my past. โ€œWriting gives me an identity other than failure/loser/career criminalโ€ declared Ezra James in the prologue of my third novel, On the Shoulders of Giants. But like many fictional characters, Izzy was just serving as an avatar for the authorโ€™s intrinsic beliefs. Back then I was putting in work, stacking up coffee-stained and ink-blotted pages, living in that ethereal realm known as flow state. Not so much these days. Currently, my prefrontal cortex is absorbed with learning technology after decades in the joint, reconnecting with family, acclimating to the world on this side of the razor wire. Itโ€™s not a bad life. Iโ€™m free. Iโ€™m home. Iโ€™m grateful. But Iโ€™m not writing. And again, if Iโ€™m not writing, then how long can I continue to call myself a writer?

This question has been gnawing at me lately. While working a 12-hour-a-day landscaping job in the Florida humidity, then coming home and staying awake long enough to eat, bathe, and dick around on my guitar for a few minutes before passing out. Only to rise before the sun the next day and do it all over again. All the while, this shiny new MacBook is just sitting here across the room, eyeing me resentfully. Like a jilted lover. Or worse, like a lover whose partner has suddenly developed erectile disfunction.

If youโ€™ve read my other essays or books, you know that everything Iโ€™ve written was achieved longhand in my cell. Day after day, year after year, this pen and quill approach was the central focus of my life. My locker was stuffed with composition books, legal pads, thesauruses and craft manuals. I had no other option. But guys who were serving shorter sentences than me used to tell me how much I was going to love writing on a computer when I got out. Now here I am, nine months after walking through the gothic gates of FCI Terre Haute and out into the bird-chirping sunshine of the free worldโ€ฆ and I havenโ€™t written squat.

That changes here and now.

Yes, my time is limited and there are way more distractions to navigate out here. True, I no longer have countless hours to agonize over the perfect word or pithy sentence. And on top of all that, everyone seems to be a writer or essayist these days, thanks to AI. None of this matters. I have work to do, questions that require a fair hearing, stories to tell, a world to change. It all comes down to carving out time and harnessing will.

Thereโ€™s a quote that I memorized early in my writing journey. I used to repeat it like a mantra when I was writing Consider the Dragonfly. Fifteen years later, Iโ€™m still busting it out to anyone who will listen. To aspiring incarcerated authors, to my coworkers on the landscaping crew, even to the 5th graders up in Michigan I had the honor of speaking to at the end of the school year. Itโ€™s attributed to a 19th century author named Anthony Trollope who worked for the British Post Office but awoke before dawn each morning to write for an hour before galloping off to his day job on horseback.

โ€œThe smallest task, be it done every day, will trump the efforts of a spasmodic Hercules. It has the force of the drop of water that hollows the stoneโ€ฆโ€

Such a potent observation. Itโ€™s time. Time to get back to the basics. Time to do the work. Time to liberate these thoughts from the solitary cell of my skull. Time to be that persistent drop of water that hollows the stone.

Writers write.

โ€”August 2026

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Book cover of "Sticks & Stones"

I began writingย Stick & Stonesย in January of 2017 and finished it in September of the same year. It took 9 months to write, which is significant because I see all my books as my kids. Conception, gestation and birth; this is the writing process in a nutshell… The most PG-13 of all my novels,ย Sticks & Stonesย is dedicated to my nephewย Judeย who has a lethal form of skeletal dysplasia known as RCDP. Jude is aย Rhizo kid. At the time I wrote the book there were fewer than 100 Rhizo families in the world. And no child with the condition had lived past age 20. I wanted to love him and his momma with more than just thoughts and prayers. So I dedicated this novel and 100% of all future profits toย Judeย and his parents. Every year I send my niece a royalty check for about 60 bucks. Not much. But if any one of my books ever takes off, they will all benefit. And now that Iโ€™m able to actively connect with readers and industry people, I anticipate success. Weโ€™ll see. But in the meantime, this beautiful little Christmas book is available as a free download on Dec 25-29 atย Amazon. Check it out. Itโ€™s about a guy fresh out of prison after serving 30 years trying to make sense of a technological world he does not recognize. A story that mirrors what I happen to be going through right now. Download it for free now through 11:59pm PST Dec 29. Momentum! And Merry Christmas.

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Book cover image of On the Shoulders of Giants

My 3rd and most popular bookโ€”On the Shoulders of Giantsโ€”is being featured in BookFunnelโ€™s โ€˜Noir Novelsโ€™ book promo for โ€œstories that donโ€™t flinch.โ€ Follow the link below to learn more aboutย Giants. Paperback and free ebook links are also provided on the promo page… At the risk of sounding arrogant, this 138,000-word story is timeless, urgent, beautiful, and heartbreaking. I still get excited when handing it to someone to read for the first time.

โœจAs always, reviews and feedback are highly appreciated! Wishing you momentum. โ€”IV

The last time Izzy saw his motherโ€™s trailer was through the rear window of a Dodge Aries driven by a social worker with the Florida Division of Children and Families. He was four years old. He spent the remainder of his childhood bouncing around the state foster care system. Always the outsider, introverted and awkward, he assumed he was exempt from things like friendship and love… until he met Scarlett McGhee.

Pharaoh Sinclair was born in a womenโ€™s correctional facility. The illegitimate child of an unknown father and a crackhead mother. He grew up on the sidewalks of the Azalea Arms housing project, where gunshots and police sirens were as commonplace as the stench of the neighboring landfill. Molded by hustlers and pushers, with the dope game in his DNA, the lone soft spot in his concrete heart was reserved for his baby sister, Symphony. But could he protect her from the same streets that raised them?

From the sugar-white sand dunes of Pensacola Beach to the murderous Arthur G. Dozier reform school, from strip clubs to emergency rooms, from trap houses to courthouses to prison cells, On the Shoulders of Giants chronicles the intersecting journeys of a foster kid and a project kid as they battle and stumble their way through adolescence into adulthood.

An exploration of race, part memoir, part coming-of-age, part thriller, part love story, this transcendent novel defies genre. A book within a book. More than a story, a living organism. A legacy. The only child of Ezra โ€œIzzyโ€ James.


AWARDS:

โœจ1ST PLACE WINNERย of the 28th annualย Writerโ€™s Digest Self-Published Book Awards, Mainstream/Literary Fiction category (2020) โ€ขย Shortlistedย for theย 2018 Chanticleer International Book Awards

REVIEWS:

โœจJudgeโ€™s review, 2017 Writerโ€™s Digest Self-Published Book Awards:

โ€œThe setting descriptions are poetic, devastating, and really well doneโ€ฆ The ending is hugely moving and the epilogue is a welcome surprise. This is an enormously well done book. With a keen eye for detail, for social commentary, and a principled stand on various issues, Ivey has presented a dramatic story that brings todayโ€™s headlines home.โ€

โœจJudgeโ€™s review, 2020 Writerโ€™s Digest Self-Published Book Awards:

โ€œOn the Shoulders of Giants contains two distinct, equally-heartrending storiesโ€ฆย The writing is exceptional, with two well-defined voices written in first and third person. Foster homes and crack dens, strip clubs and emergency rooms, reform schools and prison cells: the setting for Izzyโ€™s and Pharaohโ€™s stories are gritty, harrowing and raw. The author balances such darkness with likable, engaging characters and insightful prose to create a satisfying, thought-provoking read.โ€

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A Captivating Read! A wonderful mix of suspense, humor, and drama. โ€”G.W.

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A PAGE TURNER! What an amazing novel! The book had me hooked from the very first page. โ€”S.

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Amazing story that you canโ€™t stop reading! Such a great story that was so well written. This book is impossible to put down. Canโ€™t wait to read the next one! โ€”M.M.

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